Mother's Day

Alright, today is our Mama, Mommy, Nanay, Ina, Momsi and whatsoever you called to your mom day. The important thing is today is a special day that should be celebrated for our moms. Some of the kids I knew did something that will make their mom happy. Do some surprise party, surprise gifts, and more things that will eventually and effectively will surprise their mom.

The thing is, I didn't do anything to surprise my mom this year. 
I dunno what's up with me. Maybe due to my financial crisis that's why I didn't have anything special/memorable for her. Letters are good thing. And if you are really out of budget that's the least thing you would do. But hell for me, letters are for effortless people. I mean, most of the people just buy some cards and then will put I love you at the bottom of their letter. That's just nonsense and it is a basic one. 


Since I was a kid I used to do some letters with colors on it, 
because I know that it is the only thing to please my mom in some other ways. 
But I know my mom well, most of the letters I gave her were lost, while other letters were misplaced. 
Holy shit! That's why that's the least thing that I would do. I want something useful that she'll use all the time.  Something that she'll really treasure for the rest of her life. But since I haven't had anything for her maybe I'll just make it up next year. 


I woke up this morning and greet my mom instantly. I told her Happy Mother's Day and kiss her on the chick Then post some touching message on her Facebook. That's the thing that I did for her today. But I think that's not enough. It's effortless and a common thing. Guilty feelings began to arose me. I didn't have anything for her on her birthday last February then today, mother's day I don't have anything to make her feel special to me and guilty feelings keeps on bugging me. :|




Well, this post is for my mom. I just want to tell her how important she is to me.

Dear mom,

Sorry if times I'm disobeying you. Sorry if I'm ill-tempered and at times hard headed. Sorry if I'm not a perfect kid and a perfect eldest sister who will always do the things you'd instructed. Sorry if there were times that I am the pasimuno ng harutan, ng ingay at ng away with my lil' sisters. Sorry for being childish na kung minsan ay wala na sa lugar. Sorry if I'm not the daughter you're expecting me to be. Sorry for everything I did wrong and if I will type all  the mistakes I did, I'll be finish by tomorrow, and this message will be full of sorry/s.

But I thank you for everything you did to me. From little things you did to the massive things that you sacrifice for us. For making me live in this planet for taking care of me, for being always there, for the lessons you taught me in this journey of life, thank you so much Mama. You may not be the perfect Mom, but I can't ask for more.

You're very important to me, not just me but us. I'm not real sure what will happen to me when you're gone. 

I love you so much Mom! You may not hear it from me everyday, I may not express it massively compare to my sisters but I do love you in a different way that I know. I know someday i will make you proud. 

I love you and Happy Mother's Day!

Your eldest daughter,

Niña

 

My lovely Mama. 

I find this picture cute and looks like she was bagets and happy

 

Me and Mama.  @Loreland Resort. 

We only have few pictures that's why I found it difficult to choose. :D